super kool chic

what i know.

you have a girlfriend, i know you better than you think.

change

has something ever happened and it was so scary it put the fear of God in you? now your completely different, nothing is the same. people don’t recognize you anymore. never again.

Jealousy is a bitch.

So I was at Starbucks today. Getting my spiced tea and this guy is talking to me. He’s cute. I’m game. Why not? So it may be 2010 but I am still pretty traditional about how I approach things. I don’t normally ask a guy for his number. Confidence in a powerful thing so if you ask me and I’m interested, I’ll give it to you. So he doesn’t ask me. Okay, cool. We part by saying “see you around” and thats it. Cool. Didn’t think twice about it. I go into the bathroom to check my hair etc and I get approached by some chic. Well sort of. She bumps into me and says nothing. So I said “yeah theres not much space in here I know” and she says “no you just need to drop about 20 pounds” um I’m sorry what? I’m 5”4 and about 145. Yeah I’m not stick thin but I’m Cuban & German and I have meat. I’ve NEVER been under 130 unless I was sick. I don’t think skinny chics are attractive and I’m really confident about my appearance. So it just caught me off guard b/c I really didn’t know this chic and it was just random. So I walk out, get my tea and go to my car. As I’m walking to my car I look to my right and see the same chic getting in to a car with that guy who was chatting me up. LOL I get it now. Jealousy is a bitch.

something new.

since i work so much, i need an outlet for my own thoughts. hopefully this will work. at least for now. today was cool but i let someone go from my life. in the past we’ve done this back & forth thing but i just don’t feel the need or want anymore. if he cant make a real effort than why should i? 

um, FYI - Why Did I Get Married Too was ridiculously good. Mr. Perry never disappoints. janet did her thing.